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Control freak and possibly
the cleanest character in the history of television.
Milly's journey through This Life is uncomfortable
and bumpy ride, punctuated by bystanders hurling accusations
of 'boring' at her. Poor Milly. She really is a good
egg - she just isn't very good to Egg. Who can blame
her, after five years of going out with him, for succumbing
to her boss's charms and having a fling with him?
Well actually, thousands
blame her. O'Donnell is a smug, middle-aged sod whose
hair is slipping off his head like a duvet at night
- and we're damn sure he's used to playing away from
home. But he is terribly charming, supportive of his
younger staff, and dangles promotion prospects in
front of Milly long before he begins to dangle anything
else.
There was a horrible
inevitability about the Fall of Milly. She was just
too good in the beginning. She laughed with Anna,
had a lot of sex with Egg, was conscientious at work,
flossed her teeth incessantly, stuck rigidly to her
food combining and tidied her desk every day. And
then Egg gave up his job and the rot set in. Milly
and Egg's relationship, the one fixed point in an
unpredictable world, began to fall apart. Not immediately,
but gradually - and in a chillingly realistic depiction
of what can happen to a couple who were madly in love
all through university, who still love each other,
but who are caught on the hop when something unexpected
comes between them. Something called Real Life.
And so Milly, a product
of the Asian work ethic, sought even more solace in
her work. She could be in control there; she knew
what to do. Anyway, what was the point in going home?
Egg had lost his sex drive along with his self-esteem.
Poor Milly. She wasn't
in control at all. O'Donnell was manipulating her
all along, slowly luring her into his hairy-shouldered
embrace. And just when Milly was beginning to Have
Doubts, along came the terribly nice Rachel with her
disingenuous smile and her willingness to please.
Rightly or wrongly, Milly detected something else
about Rachel: a fierce competitiveness, a strong manipulative
streak, and the beginnings of a slow but steady campaign
to usurp her.
From the outset, Milly
can't stand Rachel. Then she can't stand herself for
not standing Rachel and resorts to therapy to try
to sort out why she is attracted to O'Donnell, repelled
by Rachel - and increasingly ambivalent towards Egg.
When Egg begins to
find his feet again and to work all hours at the cafœ,
he and Milly drift further apart - and Milly, also
working all hours, drifts into O'Donnell's arms. But
she doesn't seem to derive much pleasure from the
relationship (mind you, who would?) and over-reacts
about everything from leaving her watch in his office
to What Rachel Saw at The Photocopier. Her frown-lines
increase, her tense hair-flicking habit gets tenser,
her visits per episode to her shrink multiply by the
minute - and The Baths begin. Milly is a mess. Then
Anna finds out about O'Donnell and her greatest friendship
begins to crumble.
Milly sees the light
when she sees O'Donnell with his wife: he's been leading
her up the garden path about their 'separation'. Distraught,
furious and bitterly disappointed (principally with
herself), she downs an entire bottle of vodka, suffers
in silence and then resolves to rebuild her relationship
with Egg. But it's too late. Rachel knows about O'Donnell.
And Rachel is going to tell...
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